甘之馆

If i could escape
i would,
but first of all let me say I must apologize for acting so foolish, treating you so bad...
If i could run away,
i would,
but first of all let me alter back ego..
for being a normal person..
not to be too lousy, stubborn with those vexing problems
not to be highly regardful of those results..
now...
try to transform those negative energies to positive thinking.
feeling breathless..
like being exposed to a world without air..
tense..
pressure...
wish to be in a relaxable ambience..
no depression..
no competition.
no difference..
wish "her" can more understand me