甘之馆

Smile :-)

Being rejected is a normal issue, but how do you get rid of the feeling of being rejected is the main cause. Someone told me this.

Reject and reject, it hurts.
Juz like a thorn stabbing into your heart, is a kind of disapproval to your ability, your works and your endeavor. Sometimes, it makes people intend to give up or like me, frustrated myself for a long time, speechless or even try to flee from the awkward situation. If you flee, still nothing will be changed, the question is still there. Or this is so called irresponsibility. You left all the problems behind, hide away and let other people entangle in shits that you did. Yes, you can if you aint ashamed with yourself.

Instead, one must admits his weakness, his capability deficiency. No matter how lousy circumstances you faced, ya, just admit it. People deny of you, is okay. Not a big deal though. The big case is how you confront yourself with this kind of embarrassment, so defeat it. There are two gods in our mind, one is called Triumph, another one is Failure. If you call out the Failure, of course thousands of excuses will pop out your mind and halt you from success. They tell you to stop, to escape, because all you did wont work. I have tried many times to give up something, but i know if i do, i will regret, i will detest myself.

Unfortunately, rejection still happens and I know how am I worse in this field.
It tells, I have zero sense of YOU
But Triumph has another words for me,  
People who are preocciupied with past achievements cannot humble themselves
though being rejected, you are happy of what you have done, isnt it? You are proud of your works, isnt it?
So, try again.

Smile :-)
懒得动手写日记，还是打字比较快。:p

这几天真的真的觉得时间不够用，因为太多事情要处理，同一时间太多活动要参加，再加上每个星期都要去那累毙又time-consuming的lab，真的有点喘不过气来。可是我很犯贱的，我宁愿忙一点，累一点也不想slack slack 的过，哈哈。

in-fusion 的练习过了，以后的拜三、六、日晚上得空了，可以打球了。
哈摩的concert过了，以后不用一直发mail给cfa，做那麻烦死的poster，flyers，banner，拜一，拜五晚上不用把嘴巴吹到烂，不用拿死鬼重的horn来吹。

Smile :-)

结果还是在踏步
结果还是要走路
结果还是不自在
结果还是难相处
结果还是要相处
结果还是得不到
结果还是躲不了
结果还是要面对
结果还是要耕耘
结果还是找不到
结果还是找借口
结果说了还是一样
结果写了还是那样
结果还是不说
结果还是说不听
结果听了还是不懂
结果懂了还是不做
结果做了还是不服
结果不服又不说

结果还是现实

Smile :-)
今天是2011年的末月末日。绽放的烟花迎接末日的来临，而在仰望璀璨的烟火的同时，人群中脸上的一抹笑魇正携带悄悄而行的龙年。